Hi readers, I am submitting my personal life story which is about the various incidents which happen during my teenage, this is about my incestuous relationship and how I used my mom for my sexual desires.
I am Rajesh from south Tamil Nadu, 22 and currently doing my final year in engineering. My mom’s name is Madhu, 43. She is a normal lady, fair brown and medium height. My dad works in gulf and he comes home once in a year. Hope this led to all my desires with mom.
When I was nearing 17, I had my first erection and sex was the topic of discussion among my friends. I started masturbating and watched porn. I am not familiar with internet but watch movies in cds, those were famous that time. Also i used to read stories those books cost 5 rupees sold in a nearby shop.
My best friend once spoke about incest which turned me on and we also read incest stories, ever since I had a crush on my mom and my incestuous desire started.
My mom wears only saree and at night she wears nighty. She does not wear bra at home, so her boobs will be hanging, from her bra the size is 38. I used to smell her used bra and blouse im bathroom and masturbate. I also wear her bra and keep cloth between the two cups to puff it up, most boys would have tried this.
My mom is also casual at home. She never cares about her pallu and i can see her blouse and cleavage. Things went on and I moved the next step.
I got some ideas from my friend who is also an incestuous addict. The best way is to expose my penis to mom and make the scene as innocent. From then i began masturbating and leave my cum in my underwear. This continued for a week and on a Sunday mom called me while she was washing clothes.
She calls me kanna, I am her only son and pet. She ask me why my underwear is stain too much. I am now aware my plan is working and started my act. I told her nothing mom and also acted as if i was feared. She asked me to tell anything to mom and don’t hide.
I slowly started that my penis is becoming bigger and a white stuff comes out automatically, also it pains a little. She laughed at me while I said this and told i think my kanna is becoming a big boy.
She ask me not to worry as this is normal in growth and advise me to be clean. Then She instructed me to wash my penis every time and not leave the stain n my underwear. I nodded to what she said and then left the scene, masturbated and had a huge cum shot for the first time.
Still i masturbated in my underwear and she was aware of it while washing my clothes. Things then went on and as a part of teenage body effects. I started getting rashes in my underwear area. The problem for which we use itch guard, think this happens to everyone.
I left it carelessly but it spread a lot and irritated much. I was fully intent on showing my penis to mom and i used this as an opportunity.
Then I went to her and told about the rashes in my thighs and she told not to panic. She told me it might be due to sweat and i sweat a lot these days and that’s why I am asking you to be clean. I told her its keep on spreading in my thighs and i am not comfortable. Then I asked her to have a look at it before going to a doctor.
I was wearing a pant and t shirt. I removed my pant and wore a towel. She has seen me many times in underwear so its not a problem. Also i masturbated about three times before this just to make sure my penis is not getting erect during the scene.
I was in my underwear while she came in and she had a look at the rashes. I think she was familiar with this as women too get the same in their hip folds and in the bra lines and underneath breasts. She told its a normal one and will be ok if an anti fungal cream is applied. Then i suddenly removed my underwear and told mom it is also spreading.
She said oh all of a sudden and had a smile on her face. I pointed my penis and balls and showed the affected area. Also my penis was dirty with the cum stains and had a foul smell. I think she noticed this.
At the evening she bought itch guard and asked me to apply. I went to my room and applied everywhere. It was chill while i applie it and the same time the irritation was there. Then I had a plan and called my mom. I was half naked while she came in and again she had a smile in her face.
I asked her to apply the cream in my back thighs as i was not able to apply. She didn’t say anything and applied the cream. This time my penis became full erect. I was about 4 inches the normal size of a teenage boy. Then I flashed my erect penis while she turned and she had an eye on it.
I then acted innocent. Mom this is what i told u my penis becomes bigger some times and she told just you are growing and there is nothing to worry. She asked me not to wear underwear at home as the sweat will again cause rashes and the cream will be stained in the underwear. I wore only my shorts and when ever i applied cream i called her for help.
This continued for two weeks and it became normal to show my erect penis. She was still bother about me Cumming in my underwear and my cleanliness and advise me every time. One day I called her to apply ointment and i masturbated and left while i was about to cum. I was able to feel it coming and just holded.
She began applying and i was gently pressing my penis. Suddenly the cum spurted on the floor in front of her. She didn’t say anything and ask me to wipe it and get clean. Think this is bad to do in front of mom but i liked it.
I then acted that if did something wrong and kept my face dull. She advised me that its normal for all boys and happens during their growth. Also told me that she is happy to see my growth and i was so good and innocent, this is what i want.
The rashes were cured and normal and one day while i was bathing she asked me whether i need any help. I was happy to hear that and she came in. Then I tied my towel and she told kanna are you ashamed in front of mom and asked me to remove the towel.
I did my penis was already erect. She washed my back and all my body and then asked me whether it is ok to wash my penis. I said yes mom readily and she washed it.
She pulled my foreskin back and cleaned, asked me to clean every time like this. I was in heaven and also my body was shaking lightly. I saw her cleavage and this made me horny. She left and then i masturbated. Now it became a routine and i will call her during my bath usually on Sundays..
She too likes it and takes care of me very much as a kid and never done any thing sexually. Still i continue this with my mom and this satisfies my sexual desires. She has seen my penis from my birth and seeing it now is also normal. I do have the desire to have sex but i controlled it. You can call this as sex or my bad intentions but i feel this is not wrong. Many would have similar experiences.